wishy washy
Originally published at Eleg. You can comment here or there.
Sometimes i feel that i lack of the very strength to make a firm decisive decision.
For anything that i feel that i can’t solve (in relationship, be it ger/guy), i would choose to shut myself away from the person.
When i actually thought of it again, i know that shouldn’t act that way. The excuses i gave myself is, if i reply, am i giving hopes to the person?
I know that i am building 1 big wall to protect myself, perhaps to prevent being to emotionally attached to things that i shouldn’t be.
OMG. I sound like a ger.