Nice To Meet You, Rose. Now Run For Your Life.
Ok, the reality is... I have to go to the Dentist.
And I'm shitting myself.
I mean... It's not a big deal... Everyone goes to the dentist sooner or later but...
Fuck, I don't see a dentis since I was eleven and I kicked my dentist' balls because he was hurting me!
I'm trying to see the dentist as a Doctor... And it's quite relaxing, but... You know... Dentist.
In four hours I'll be there and... I'm shitting myself.
Pain beats Fear right now.
Don't think I'm a sissy little girl who can't stand the pain.
I'm not. Six surgeries, a lots of broken bones and never complaining. That's me.
But... Fuck, now I can't stand this pain. So I have to go.
And probably I'll shake. But I'll try to stay calm and think about Cardiff and the trip I'm planning with Xel at the end of may.
Right now it doesn't work... If it won't work when I'll be on the chair... I'll try to think about everything I like...
Or everything I hate...
I become more strong when I think about everything I hate.
But you never know... I mean... Adrenaline beats pain, right?
Sort of...
So... If I can find a way to increase my adrenaline just for two hours... Sort of...
It should be better.
Or maybe I could ask to someone to knock myself out. XD
Or... I don't know... Cry and run away like a little child.
This is one of my favourite options, actually.
It's not all about the pain, you know... I can't stand metal instruments on my teeth.
It's something I've got since I was a wee girl. I can't stand metal. I mean... I even try to not touch the fork with my teeth when I eat because it's terrible!
So... I will probably listen to my IPod and... No, seriously, I can't run... Come on, I'm an adult! I'm 21 years old! I can't act like a child! Well, I could but... Come on!
So... This is the question... What is Eledh going to do?
A. Run Away.
B. Hurt the Dentist and Run Away. (More funnier than A.)
Just two options. It's not a big deal.
XD
I'll let you know this evening...
If I'm still alive.
And I'm shitting myself.
I mean... It's not a big deal... Everyone goes to the dentist sooner or later but...
Fuck, I don't see a dentis since I was eleven and I kicked my dentist' balls because he was hurting me!
I'm trying to see the dentist as a Doctor... And it's quite relaxing, but... You know... Dentist.
In four hours I'll be there and... I'm shitting myself.
Pain beats Fear right now.
Don't think I'm a sissy little girl who can't stand the pain.
I'm not. Six surgeries, a lots of broken bones and never complaining. That's me.
But... Fuck, now I can't stand this pain. So I have to go.
And probably I'll shake. But I'll try to stay calm and think about Cardiff and the trip I'm planning with Xel at the end of may.
Right now it doesn't work... If it won't work when I'll be on the chair... I'll try to think about everything I like...
Or everything I hate...
I become more strong when I think about everything I hate.
But you never know... I mean... Adrenaline beats pain, right?
Sort of...
So... If I can find a way to increase my adrenaline just for two hours... Sort of...
It should be better.
Or maybe I could ask to someone to knock myself out. XD
Or... I don't know... Cry and run away like a little child.
This is one of my favourite options, actually.
It's not all about the pain, you know... I can't stand metal instruments on my teeth.
It's something I've got since I was a wee girl. I can't stand metal. I mean... I even try to not touch the fork with my teeth when I eat because it's terrible!
So... I will probably listen to my IPod and... No, seriously, I can't run... Come on, I'm an adult! I'm 21 years old! I can't act like a child! Well, I could but... Come on!
So... This is the question... What is Eledh going to do?
A. Run Away.
B. Hurt the Dentist and Run Away. (More funnier than A.)
Just two options. It's not a big deal.
XD
I'll let you know this evening...
If I'm still alive.