Because Hell is A Lot More Fun Than Heaven.
Ok, here I am. Back home.
I'll try to write something coherent and logical, but I don't know how, since I'm still excited and I'm still giggling and squeeing.
Anyway...
No pictures or videos in this post, I'll upload everything in the next days, now my ass is too heavy to get up from the chair and find my camera. Or maybe it's just me being too lazy.
Actually I don't want to write a review, it would take too long and I don't want to think about the fact that I'm not there anymore so... I'll say just a few things.
Gareth has the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. Seriously people, I could fall in love with him. He's amazing. Except for the fact that, when he's drunk, I can't understand a single fucking word of what he's saying. XD
James is totally crazy. And he's sex on legs. Seriously. I couldn't say a single word to him without starting giggling and shaking. I'm not like this! He makes me feel like a fucking 12 years old girl! This is totally wrong. XD
Eve is simply beautiful. I wasn't thinking about the possibility of falling in love with her but I think I did. Because you can't watch her talking and smiling and laughing and not fall in love with her.
Kai is just amazing. I mean, when he did find out that me and xel are italian... He started to sing "Caruso" to us. And he has this beautiful soft voice... And he teach the audience to say "Fuck you" in welsh. XD
John is totally entertainment. Seriously people, if you didn't see a John Barrowman live show yet... Just sell one of your lungs and go to buy a ticket to see him. Because he's totally worth it. I'm not kidding. I think he made up one of the best shows I've ever seen in my whole life. And yes, including Travis gigs. He's so sweet and so kind and so cute and I love his laught.
He has this amazing laught that makes you laught even if you don't want to! XD He's simply amazing.
xel1980 is totally LOVE. Maybe I souldn't write this in here, I don't want to ruin her reputation but she is! I mean... She's cute and nice and she started fangirling like crazy when she saw Gareth but she tried to act like a normal girl who sees a normal guy. Except for the fact that she's totally in love with him XD
laurazel is so cute that I can melt in a bunch of sugar crystals every time I look at her.
And I won't say anything else.
What about me?
I'm ok... I've sort of found my brain links again...
I want to move to Cardiff as soon as I can.
I came back with a plain for my future, or at least for the next couple of months and I intent to follow that plain whatever happends.
I miss Laura and Xel, I miss Ery and I miss Cardiff.
I miss everything of what happened in those days, but you know what? I want to live.
With passion.
A lot of passion. The passion that burned me in London and Cardiff and Portsmouth.
Because Life Without Passion is Just Another Waste of Time.
I'm getting used to the idea that maybe I'm forgettable. Maybe I won't be missed by anyone. Maybe it's the same if I am in a room or if I am not.
But not for me. Just for the other people.
I don't want to be perfect. I'm not, I never was and I never will be.
I just want to be myself. At least with me.
This is the greatest lesson I've learnt in these days.
Never. Never. Never give up on myself.
Never.
Because I'm beautiful. And I don't care about what other people think.
Amen.
I'll try to write something coherent and logical, but I don't know how, since I'm still excited and I'm still giggling and squeeing.
Anyway...
No pictures or videos in this post, I'll upload everything in the next days, now my ass is too heavy to get up from the chair and find my camera. Or maybe it's just me being too lazy.
Actually I don't want to write a review, it would take too long and I don't want to think about the fact that I'm not there anymore so... I'll say just a few things.
Gareth has the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. Seriously people, I could fall in love with him. He's amazing. Except for the fact that, when he's drunk, I can't understand a single fucking word of what he's saying. XD
James is totally crazy. And he's sex on legs. Seriously. I couldn't say a single word to him without starting giggling and shaking. I'm not like this! He makes me feel like a fucking 12 years old girl! This is totally wrong. XD
Eve is simply beautiful. I wasn't thinking about the possibility of falling in love with her but I think I did. Because you can't watch her talking and smiling and laughing and not fall in love with her.
Kai is just amazing. I mean, when he did find out that me and xel are italian... He started to sing "Caruso" to us. And he has this beautiful soft voice... And he teach the audience to say "Fuck you" in welsh. XD
John is totally entertainment. Seriously people, if you didn't see a John Barrowman live show yet... Just sell one of your lungs and go to buy a ticket to see him. Because he's totally worth it. I'm not kidding. I think he made up one of the best shows I've ever seen in my whole life. And yes, including Travis gigs. He's so sweet and so kind and so cute and I love his laught.
He has this amazing laught that makes you laught even if you don't want to! XD He's simply amazing.
xel1980 is totally LOVE. Maybe I souldn't write this in here, I don't want to ruin her reputation but she is! I mean... She's cute and nice and she started fangirling like crazy when she saw Gareth but she tried to act like a normal girl who sees a normal guy. Except for the fact that she's totally in love with him XD
laurazel is so cute that I can melt in a bunch of sugar crystals every time I look at her.
And I won't say anything else.
What about me?
I'm ok... I've sort of found my brain links again...
I want to move to Cardiff as soon as I can.
I came back with a plain for my future, or at least for the next couple of months and I intent to follow that plain whatever happends.
I miss Laura and Xel, I miss Ery and I miss Cardiff.
I miss everything of what happened in those days, but you know what? I want to live.
With passion.
A lot of passion. The passion that burned me in London and Cardiff and Portsmouth.
Because Life Without Passion is Just Another Waste of Time.
I'm getting used to the idea that maybe I'm forgettable. Maybe I won't be missed by anyone. Maybe it's the same if I am in a room or if I am not.
But not for me. Just for the other people.
I don't want to be perfect. I'm not, I never was and I never will be.
I just want to be myself. At least with me.
This is the greatest lesson I've learnt in these days.
Never. Never. Never give up on myself.
Never.
Because I'm beautiful. And I don't care about what other people think.
Amen.