killing me with kindness

[electronicsouls]

It's really retarded when a poser-popular-crackhead-wannabe calls you and tries to outsmart you with condescending kindness when his I.Q. can't hold a candle to my left fucking nut. If this person only knew there's no reason to worry, I don't want herpes anyway. I just wanted to catch up on things with someone I've cared about more than he'll ever

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[takesmypainaway]

this is really funny. none of you know what you're talking about. yeah i hadn't really been hanging out with you guys for a while, but i was talking to you guys. the whole trip to Gatlinburg pretty much showed on your guys part that you really don't give two shits if i know what's going on in your lives. and then see you two at joels work, and you completley blowing me off, that was great too. i didn't do that to you guys

[takesmypainaway]

wasn't mad about the Gatlinburg thing, boy did you miss the point of that post where I said that in it.

[takesmypainaway]

that's good to hear. thanks a lot. you act like i killed your cat or something. but hey, if this is how you guys want it. just let me know if you ever want anything to do with me again. i have no hard feelings about all this. i just don't understand.

[takesmypainaway]

the last time you and marie came to see me at work....i was WORKING...surprise! sometimes its busy and i just can't stop working to sit and talk with you guys. and once again i haven't been ignoring you guys...we do different things now, i did offer you guys to come out with my work friends but you guys think it's lame to hang out in bars...i can't help that...i respect that. whatever.

[takesmypainaway]

no i didn't. I'm done. like i said, whenever you want to look past all the petty shit that we ALL always get in fights about, let me know. i don't have to take all of this from you AGAIN.

[electronicsouls]

....what the fuck? Ok I called the number you gave me and got a call back from "Billy" (and I know no billy) and I honestly don't care if you think I'm lying cuz what the fuck do I have to prove? My life is better now also so whatever. Maybe it was some crazy coincidence but it seems like you're insinuating (fuck spelling) that I lied in which case I would tell you to eat shit but if you're not then I take that back whole-heartedly. And although I side with my friends on many issues and I don't want to start any sort of fight I kinda agree that they don't need to use my journal (or you) as some sort of middleground for an arguement that has nothing to do with them. So....yeah, I'm gonna go play drunken videogames with tyler and christy so bah...please everyone just chill or at least in my journal. I don't do livejournal wars; I'm a big boy now.

[electronicsouls]

actually I wasn't up until right now simply cuz I'm saying I wasn't. The last comment was my first response in disaggreance (is that a word)?

[supermonkeyjosh]

All I meant was (and i dont want to fight, so feel free to delete this post soon as you read it, and never speak of it again if you want, ive already deleted all my others, i just dont know your email) you shouldnt make fun of and look down on everyone else for fighting, especially when your original post was obviously going to start one. Even though I disagree with her, Liz has a right to defend herself and her bf. And I have a right to reply to what she says too. Just dont say your taking the high road when you haven't been.

[takesmypainaway]

jesus joseph and mary. why are YOU getting all mad at me??? what the hell did i do to you? oh, that's right. i gave a shit. and still do. just cause some days you want to talk to me and other days you still hate my guts. level with me here. i didn't stop by your house that night with cigarettes cause i hate you, i'd like to think that we are cool. and the whole phone thing that happened with Bill, or didn't happen: i'm sorry if it annoyed you. it's not a big deal. i just think it was a mistake.

[electronicsouls]

liz i said if you weren't accusing me of lying then i take it back whole-heartedly. I'm not angry with you really. I'm just confused. as far as I knew we were/are cool. I just don't want everyone fighting in here that's all.