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[electroestatica]

i need to get out of here.

NOW.

im gonna do wtvr it take for me to move out of this house.
i dont care if i have to even sell my self.
i rather be somewhere else.

i need to get out of here i hate this place, it will only make me worse if i stay here.
god please help me get out of here, i beg you.

all these years of depression it's because of them.
-they dont understand me at all.
-they are agaisnt the things i belive in
-they think im crazy
-they keep me on a short leech
-they dont care how im feeling or how i am
-they dot give me space or privacy
-ive been sleeping in the same bed as my sister for almost 2 years
-they never say nice things about me to other people
-they dont trust me
-they dont show me they love me at all.

and i know this because they just dont pay attention to me at all.
except when i got out. and i can never have fun at least one fucking night of my life because they keep nagging me about when am i coming home.

i know it has been a stressful month, but they dont have the right to treat me this way.
im doign exactly what they always want me to do and they still arent happy with me.
it's best if i just leave.
it's not like they are gonna miss me.

please God, i beg you help me leave.
im gonna start looking for another job.
hopefully ill be making good money too.
i need to leave.