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im done with my life.
it's too fucking complicated so im just not going to fix anything wrong that i have.
fuck it if it get even more worse. i just dont want to care anymore bout anything.
the only thing that makes my heart still hae a little energy pumping is julian. i really dont know where i would be if he wasnt with me.
i feel so bad that these few days have been completly horrible for me and i feel like crap that sometimes i cant really enjoy myself when im with him because im thinking of all this shit.
i know that he know's im not okay, and that upsets me because i dont want my problems to worry him.
i need to get outta here. i feel like ima gonna throw up.
it's too fucking complicated so im just not going to fix anything wrong that i have.
fuck it if it get even more worse. i just dont want to care anymore bout anything.
the only thing that makes my heart still hae a little energy pumping is julian. i really dont know where i would be if he wasnt with me.
i feel so bad that these few days have been completly horrible for me and i feel like crap that sometimes i cant really enjoy myself when im with him because im thinking of all this shit.
i know that he know's im not okay, and that upsets me because i dont want my problems to worry him.
i need to get outta here. i feel like ima gonna throw up.