Sleepy divinity
I'm anchored to this chair like I've been glued here, or fused. I've got two halves of my heart sleeping in the next room, yet I am weary to join them. I want to, but I wait. I'm not sure why, there's just some stirrings of selfishness here, like wanting to have some private time to reflect and be at peace.
I never got the chance to call Jill back last night. It's getting tougher to find time to talk on the phone. I'm so distracted when Jeremy gets home, but still running rampant after my pistol of a daughter during the daytime hours. So I'm making a public declaration regarding my admiration & frequent thoughts of her. I'm proud of her evolution, her constant growth and desire to be so much more. And see, if I wrote this in an e-mail to her, it would be far too sappy and mushy. I think I'm better at spilling my pot of beans when I do it by way of reflection.
I know I have random thoughts to log here, but I'm not quite in that state of mind. Something of a very introspective nature has grabbed hold of me, and my heart wants to leak a little.
It's as if I can't get up until I deposit a drop on this screen.
Maybe it's time to record my paper journal entries in here.
It must have something to do with all these feelings I have lately.
This is certainly something for me to seriously ponder...
I'll be back in a day or two with my decisions/findings.
I never got the chance to call Jill back last night. It's getting tougher to find time to talk on the phone. I'm so distracted when Jeremy gets home, but still running rampant after my pistol of a daughter during the daytime hours. So I'm making a public declaration regarding my admiration & frequent thoughts of her. I'm proud of her evolution, her constant growth and desire to be so much more. And see, if I wrote this in an e-mail to her, it would be far too sappy and mushy. I think I'm better at spilling my pot of beans when I do it by way of reflection.
I know I have random thoughts to log here, but I'm not quite in that state of mind. Something of a very introspective nature has grabbed hold of me, and my heart wants to leak a little.
It's as if I can't get up until I deposit a drop on this screen.
Maybe it's time to record my paper journal entries in here.
It must have something to do with all these feelings I have lately.
This is certainly something for me to seriously ponder...
I'll be back in a day or two with my decisions/findings.