Rant and Rave
I know that i do not post much lately... but i have been so up and down with the anxiety about the move...
I am torn between being excited and sad all at the same time... I will miss my friends and aquantances....
On another note Jack is still the most wonderful boyfriend i have ever had.. he is patient with me and does little things for me here when he gets a chance... He is a very loving person inside and out and i love him so much... I know you just want to shoot me for being so mushy but i just want to scream it to the world how in love we are with each other....
He works 6 days a week and it makes it difficult to spend anytime with him... I usually go crazy on about the 5 or 6th day of not seeing him and he deals with it
and then does something really sweet for me... this week he took my car and got it cleaned while i was asleep... it may not sound like a lot but it meant alot to me...
We went to Oni's birthday party at Michi's last night and that was fun but all i could think about was comming home and spending time with him alone which is weird to
me because i really do not spend a whole lot of social time with anyone these days.... Its like all i care about is waiting to spend time with him and besides most of my friends
are busy during the week except when they go to MJQ... I feel awkward going there alone as it has been my playground for so long and i do not want to deal with old flings or new guys
hitting on me.... I know it sounds lame but i just feel like it would be weird to go alone and none of my girlfriends really go there that much....
So i asked Jack if he could get this wensday off so we could go together.. as a tradition... I do not know if many of you know this but Jack and I used to see alot of each other at MJQ and Masquarades...
That was about the only place we would ever run into to each other so i has its signifigance in that way... He also knows how naughty i used to be when i would go there so that also comes into the equation of feeling awkward going there alone... Not that i would ever do anything to jeopordize the relationship (he knows that) but just out of respect....
Now to get off of that tangent... I am glad that the party invitation for our going away party was so well recieved... 47 confirmed RSVPs plus another 20 or so pple that said they wanted to come to the party is nice.... I am just happy as pie to be able to see all of my close friends at one time to say goodbye... I think i may even cry....
I am torn between being excited and sad all at the same time... I will miss my friends and aquantances....
On another note Jack is still the most wonderful boyfriend i have ever had.. he is patient with me and does little things for me here when he gets a chance... He is a very loving person inside and out and i love him so much... I know you just want to shoot me for being so mushy but i just want to scream it to the world how in love we are with each other....
He works 6 days a week and it makes it difficult to spend anytime with him... I usually go crazy on about the 5 or 6th day of not seeing him and he deals with it
and then does something really sweet for me... this week he took my car and got it cleaned while i was asleep... it may not sound like a lot but it meant alot to me...
We went to Oni's birthday party at Michi's last night and that was fun but all i could think about was comming home and spending time with him alone which is weird to
me because i really do not spend a whole lot of social time with anyone these days.... Its like all i care about is waiting to spend time with him and besides most of my friends
are busy during the week except when they go to MJQ... I feel awkward going there alone as it has been my playground for so long and i do not want to deal with old flings or new guys
hitting on me.... I know it sounds lame but i just feel like it would be weird to go alone and none of my girlfriends really go there that much....
So i asked Jack if he could get this wensday off so we could go together.. as a tradition... I do not know if many of you know this but Jack and I used to see alot of each other at MJQ and Masquarades...
That was about the only place we would ever run into to each other so i has its signifigance in that way... He also knows how naughty i used to be when i would go there so that also comes into the equation of feeling awkward going there alone... Not that i would ever do anything to jeopordize the relationship (he knows that) but just out of respect....
Now to get off of that tangent... I am glad that the party invitation for our going away party was so well recieved... 47 confirmed RSVPs plus another 20 or so pple that said they wanted to come to the party is nice.... I am just happy as pie to be able to see all of my close friends at one time to say goodbye... I think i may even cry....