Aug 19, 2004 19:30
i found out wonderful things today. simple things. like, there are these flowers in my back yard, and when you pick them sweet water comes out ,and it tastes so good. and how much i love listening to catpower and painting. and how good it feels to lay in the grass right after the sun goes down. and how signing along to all your favorite songs can change how you see everything. today i forgot about everything thats wrong and all i could see was the good things. so if all you do is complain, go in your back yard and tape sticks togeter untill they look like people and play by yourself , untill you forget why you were even complaining in the first place, and if that dosent work, fill up the bathtub with bubbles and take a bath in your clothes. and play the breath game. you know, the one where you hold you breath as long as you can and count. but dont keep tract. just do it for fun. the go in your room and out some gold fish and that old playdough you have and make an ocean on the floor, and play with your pets like you just got them today, and play on your keyboard and make up a song and sign it to you mom, i swear shes'll be proud.
i swear i'll be proud.
i love you , everyone.
joys ok now.