Jun 18, 2004 00:07
i realized i havent written in this in awhile. well compared to before anyway.
umm..so an update. ive quit my job :) been dating this girl and thats kinda cool, although tonite im feelin bummed. nothin to do. i put myself in a position where its too late to call anyone to hang out. oh yea....and well...theres some weird shit going on in my life. things that feel wonderful and sometimes worrysome. hmmm....changes. ...anyway. "buy the ticket, take the ride" and thats the best part of all this thats going on in my life...the ride. i havent been seated in a hummer yet, nor a stretch navigator. not even a volvo ( which i'd choose over the others anyway). but yes the ride is still fun. i guess when i have an infinite supply of gas i can come back and explain all of this. (yea it's metaphorical). anyway...
yea so i've become violent.
and even though it goes against what feels right, i'll explain myself and what "violent" means. its obvious what the obvious meaning is thats not the meaning i intend.
no, violence is something beatiful. violence is the spirit and soul flying free and "raging against the dying of the light". among many other meanings, none of them "webster-esque"
yea, violence. i dig it. its a beauitful positive form of chaos. and its spiritual.
well thats all i'll say about it. i hope people get it cuz i'm not gonna re-trace my words and stumble thru explanations.
anyway......"life is good bleats the bleating heart"
peace and love.
Corey