May 13, 2005 03:38
I'm in a pretty annoyed mood, I shouldn't be updating when I'm annoying but too bad. Well, I'm gona definitly going to come off on the wrong foot with this, and look like a bitch. This has been annoying me. I dislike people who think the only way to go out and have fun is to either drink or smoke. Actually I don't DISLIKE that I pretty but HATE it. Especially close people to me. When pepole go out and all they do is get fucked up even on schools nights..I mean I loveee drinking..but not every time I go out. Have some damn morals and responsability.
Anyway, enough with that. Life has been pretty decent. No complaints really. Schools a bore. The teachers have been giving us so much damn work. I got SATs and ACTs coming up but then I get reports and none stop essays piled ontop, all at the same time. I'm pretty disapointed in myself, in having no motivation in school anymore, what so ever. Some influences just are no good to me. Having no motivation and not caring about school is gona get myself, or any person, no where in life. I can easily change that. We're reading this book called The Catcher In The Rye in english and I asbolutley love it. This is one of the FEW SCHOOL books I like. I also have been reading latley. I'm getting into it, I'm proud of myself. Schools ending and the summer is coming. Oh so many plans with the girls for this summer. Party and have a great time. (No I didn't just contridict myself). I need to go shopping. Like, all out, full blown shopping spree. A whole new wardrobe. I'm gona acutally look nice; for summer, oh man! My birthday is coming up on the 26th..yay. Finally 17, without a permit. Pathetic I know. I've been thinking about college latley and what I'm going to do with my life. I'm pretty sure I know what I'm going to do. I'm gona stay in New York for college and I just might dorm..that's gona be sweet.
This past spring break was nothing but amazing. I think I hungout with Ashley every friggin day. We went to Montauk with a shit load of our guy friends..That was a great time. Gona happen again.
Tonight should be fun, going to a show out east.
I'm freezing to death..wtf is going on???
I promise I'll have much more cheery fun entrys later on...
peace.