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[electrikdigits]

i just want
i just want
i just want
... something like "more money and then i will be happy" might follow

not the case

i just want to seek the Lord with all my heart.
i just want to set aside all distractions and love the Lord and his people
i just want to have faith and trust whole heartdly

and then, i truly will be happy

i just wish such unimportant life decisions wouldnt weight me down
e.g. should i move to the studio, should i continue in a graphics degree, should i work more/less, should i go completely and utterly mad because of finals

anywho. since it is not very important, and saving money isnt my lifes goal.... i may be moving into a studio. which isnt my dream or 1st choice but it is more than i need, which is what God always gives me.

continue to pray for Jeremy's travel and fellowship in Pakistan.

i love you. all of you so and your dear little hearts.
when i think about the love i have for my son, and then realize that God loves us more than that, i am truly blown away.

i hope my hunny finds a job.