Aug 08, 2005 14:54
Today is pretty much just a chill day, even though I have SO MUCH going on inside my head. Seriously it's so stressful. I'm torn between friends and worlds. I can see myself living both of these lives in the future, but I don't know which one I want to choose.
1- Staying here until I graduate the moving to cali for 8months, then moving to portland.
2-Getting My GED this year, getting into beauty school, and moving to Floridia with Bethanie and Dj.
Right now, I'm leaning towards Floridia, but I don't know if I'm going to feel that way when school starts...? Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. I guess I'm just going to have to wait and see what happens. I have nothing really else to say, I was going to go outside and tan for awhile but its too over cast, damnitt. When I want it to rain, it never does and then when I want sun it fuckin rains on my ass.
Btw, I totally quit smoking until I figure out all my probation shit.
I'm pretty much done with writing in this for awhile.
<2 Peace