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Apr 19, 2005 15:55

so i guess the new thing now is to be a fucking horrible friend. im really glad that i can trust everyone of my firends. not. now im just happy to know that i have such good friends ones that i considered to be my best fucking be two faced and do shit behind my back. just fucking awesome right ( Read more... )

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xo_hilary April 20 2005, 01:34:20 UTC
i really dont want to say anything on here, but i know you can't go on aim & i really really need to get this off my chest cause i am going crazy. i fucking love you alli, & you know i do. my intentions were NOT out to hurt you. i had not told you yet because i didn't think it was anything big, i didnt think it would turn into something like it did i guess you could say. i was going to talk to you about everything, but word got out & fucked it all up for me. so now im the bad guy, & im sorry. i was going to see your opinion & if you were ok with it, and if not..i would back off. i know you like him a lot, & i love you and respect your feelings & emotions entirely. idk, i guess you could say we can't help the way we feel, but considering we are such close friends i really shouldnt have even considered it...its just hard. this whole avoidance thing with me & you lately was not intentional, you just have been seeming so upset lately & not wanting to talk to me & such so i just kinda kept my distance. i know you are going through a hard time, but like rach said please talk to me & tell me how you feel and stuff cause i didnt mean for things to end up like this. =[ & i love you, and im sorry al ...

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electricxskank April 20 2005, 04:47:37 UTC
well clearly word didnt get out unless you told someone so you have no one to blame but yourself..and maybe it wouldnt have been so bad if you would have told me from the beginning.and i also know that people cant help the way that they feel but i also do know that they can help the way that they act (i.e today in the library, you guys right in front of my fucking face) espically after you talked to me about the exact same thing just last week..also just to let you know i only found out today so you basically have had this whole weekend.hil, you know that i love you so much too but thats why this hurts so bad, i mean it seems like i just like get put down for the same reason but by different people everyday..think about it..im also not saying that i dont want to be your friend but right now im just well i need to pretty much cool down from all this..so im sorry that that may sound bad or whatever but thats the truth right there. so if you want to still be my friend great and we can still talk n stuff..so i guess that ill talk to you later or something

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pink______ April 30 2005, 18:35:59 UTC
iv heard that one before.

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electricxskank April 30 2005, 19:37:58 UTC
werd

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