Jun 19, 2007 02:22
r.i.p. ryan richards
you'll be missed lil man.
went to florida memorial to hang out with brad tonight. carry that dude with me everyday but once every so often i get the urge to go up there and think and pray and just be alone. for once when i went up there i wasn't upset. all i could think of was good things and that's what i needed. millions of memories flashed through my mind of having fun, laughing, and living it up with someone who was put here for a purpose. ya know a lot of shit has gone terribly wrong in the past year and somehow i still feel like there's hope for things. i guess it's called faith. i feel strong, i feel driven, i feel like i'll never just settle with the way things are... i'll always try to change them for the better.