Apr 06, 2005 18:43
I only have three and a half weeks left. It is amazing to how fast the last three months have gone by. I have been really happy here. I finally had the chance I needed to get away from everyone and everything that I let influence my decisions. I needed that to dicover the choices I would really make when I don't have family and friends to ask what I should do. The funny thing is, I still called my mom to ask, but not about every little detail. Only things I felt would be better if I talked to her about them.
I think I have grown up a lot in the past three months. Perceptions and ideas about life go through big changes when one sees things they never imagined seeing. My views that I have held onto so strongly in the past are changing. I really think this is a positive thing for me. Change is a wonderful thing.
I am still not positive where I want my life to go, but I deffinantly have a lot more direction. I am pretty sure I am going to figure something out very soon. I am going to start looking for work right after I get back, but only after I visit e-burg.
I will be in the US on May 1. What shows are playing and when after May 1st? I want to see what everyone has been up to in the past quarter.
hugs to all
miss you guys