good day? in my dreams

[electricsoft]

*gah* what's today, be mean to me day? well i got in trouble because I came out late just because i was talking to cheryl and we are best friends again, but my dad was like WHY DID YoU COME OUT LATE AND THEN You HAVE THE NERVE TO JUST STAND THERE AND NOT COME TO THE CAR?! i was like wtf?! i didnt know you were picking me up! and then i was like you really dont care that i lost my best friend do you, that ive been cryining for the last couple of days....but noooo0o apparently he doesnt...he was like YoURE SURROUndING YoURSELF WITH JUST BAD PEOPLE...i swear that made me so mad i feel like im gonna cry now. thanks dad, thanks for insulting all my friends, and me included, and for not understanding me, and for putting me through more pressure than i need. if youre having a bad day thats fine, but i was having a really good one....so yeah...thanks. just why should you care? you shouldnt, thats fine...its not like i think or anything, im only a teenager you know, i dont know anything and i dont know what's good for me, just UGH.
good things? who cares! i certainly dont anymore...
and nobody leaves me notes anymore, so i think im just gonna write in my common paper journal again...or not i dont know im just very pissed off and irrational right now....