Dec 16, 2005 21:18
That sick, guilty, I've-let-people-down feeling you get after you procrastinate? I have it now. I'm tired of it. Not just now, forever.
The problem is, I have such a hard time remembering what it feels like when I'm in the throes of the sick, anxious, oh-my-god-I-don't-want-to-deal-with-this-now feelings that lead me to procrastinate in the first place.
I never did follow up on counselling. Maybe now is the time.
Ugh.
my psyche