today i'm dreaming of yesterday

[electriclady]

there is money in my bank account now. this means i want to go shopping. i need to go shopping.

gimmie gimmie:

demeter fragrances in laundromat
converses
new jeans
new skirt
new comfy shirts
cute dressy-ish shoes
a new belt
legwarmers!!!
cute everyday earrings
this yummy massage oil stuff i found. ;]
new lingerie
head scarf
more burts bees!

id better make a lot of money in my life. there are just too many things to buy. damn you consumerist culture! damn you and your taxing my income and purchases and then making me want stuff! BAH!

the love of my life is here in 8 days. i have butterflies. i cant stop grinning. we are going to the zoo and for italian food. i get to look pretty and go on a date!

between my internet being so determined to distract me and my mind being so determined to wander, i can not accomplish anything. maybe i can get an extension on this basis?

i wish i was still writing. i feel like i have a lot to say to myself right now.

billy holiday is awesome. amen.

Beloved Pear-

My life's yours love.

ever, always, and so completely your
Pear.