Aug 23, 2009 22:30
full of bros and brohos and surfer bros and people with legit tatz and old people in la jolla and so many touritsts but i guess we are tourists too
la valencia was a really pretty hotel it had the best wallpaper and lush landscaping
had some goood dinners and this really cool coffee place called the Living Room in La jolla it had some sick mirrors and antique furniture and mediocre coffee but whatever I guess now i'm some stupid ass cofee snob ahahahaha
i feel sad to leave i like living with my dad adn brother this summer we just chilled andwent grocery shopping together at 1 am and watched movies and ate a lot of tortellinis and smoked blunts inthe teepee and idk it was very relaxing i suppose even though as a whole this summerwas NOT relaxing. but being at this house is peaceful for me. its little and warm and happy. anyway, san francisco bound. moving the last ofmy belongings tonight! weiiird.
i'm really proud of myself. I faced down some anxiety attacks and coped pretty well all things considered. riding on airplanes and trying to keep my composure and i'm nnot any less stressed or anxious about it but at least i'm trying to take it head on and suck it up. I'm sure the more frequently i start to fly, the more comfortable I'll be again. I really tried. I also had a panic attack when we went snorkeling it was reallllly cold in the water and the visibility was poor and i started hyperventilating in the stupid snorkel tube and just lost it in the dark caves but i toughed it out and saw some cool fishies and leopard sharks and friendly sea lion pupz so cutes
I'm working on-call at Peets now. i'm not exactly sure how this is going to work but i'm gonna make it up as i go along i guess
blah i'm gonna work on tryingt obe as good as i used to be. i was once good. now i suck. but things are looking up. new place new start new life new roommates i am going to give this year my best shot and not basically fuck up everything like i managed to do last year.
schedule:
MWF // BIOL 170- animal diversity, 8am-9am
W // CLAS 360- Greek and Roman Mythology 410-655
TTH // FR205- French in Review 1110-1225
TTH // PHIL101- Intro to Philosophy 1235-150
here goesssss