Jul 28, 2009 23:26
i've been having some intense vivd dreams in the past week
a few examples of my latest dreams that offer insight to how fucked up my brain is
~my mom made us move to the arctic ocean. Me her and grant lived by floating on ice floes on our stomachs it was cold but i liked it. we hang out by a bunch of large intense gray and red boats. two polar bears look up at me from underwater and they are angry and want to eat me and in terror i frantically try to swim away but i keep getting hurt by all the jagged ice pieces that were slamming me cause of the dark waves and cutting me and I woke up screaming and i felt terrified
~In my grandparents house, my grandmother is a ghost in a long hallway with dark orange tile reminiscent of the one in their home but more pale and I go to hug her but it turns out she is a ghost and she is hugging me and her hands hurt and she wont let me go and it feels scary and she tells me she is here in spirit and I cant extract myself from her strong ghost hold. it was unsettling
~In a mirrored room with tiny lights around the mirrors I am walking around waist deep in a large bathtub the size of a small pool and it is hazy and golden lit and alissa is sitting on the side and will only look or talk to me at me in the mirror and then other people come and my clothes that were on the side are gone and there are small children in the bath pool all the sudden and then I violently killed them
~variation ofthe wolves in the rural field dream
when i play zelda i get sppoooked easily esp when you have to fight big spiders I end up shrieking at the tv im such a pussy
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hearing craigs voice on the phone never fails to make me feel so happy
my life is full of gray areas