lately ive been thinking
lately ive been thinking about some stuff.. and ive come to the decision that i am pretty fucked up w/ stuff thats been going on.. and that i dont need 2 get any1 involved w// all of my "problems" so i dont want a bf now... and i dont a frined that i can tell everyhting 2.. . i dont want all of those ppl that say they care about u... i dont want2 like some1 (eventhough i do) bc i dont want a bf... i dont want ppl to try to make me happy bc honestly it wont work.. no matter how hard u try.. u cant help me.. i got to get threw all of this by myself.. i dont think i can but i am gunna try...