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so...last night..
i watched donnie darko...that really wasn't the highlight of my night
but [seeing as not much else really happened ]
it seems like a good place to start.
gah..HTML is boring..i'm trying to be livejournal trendy
but it is getting in the way of my thoughts.
i watched the movie because the last time i saw it i hated david with every fiber of my being and didn't give the movie a fair chance...and everyone gets
googly-eyes when it's talked about..so i thought maybe i'd get in on the hay-day.
i hate it...yes i understand it(for the most part)
yes i see the ingenius fore-shadowing and
how is is all brought together..but
i just don't see how they didn't meet at the end.
i just didn't like the story..i want people that are truly in love to meet
and stay there...
fuck..tell me i am missing the bigger picture.
i love david quite a bit though..he sort of held me throughout the whole movie..
and we were sitting out in the merrit's parking lot being cheesy.
you cannot be that cheesy and hold someone that tenderly if you don't care about them.
so maybe i should quit worrying...bah.
i lost my ring...it is the same one david has..but it means more to me i think..
i had it longer..and it doesn't just hold meaning for david it holds it for my summer and my grandma and memories and the fact i haven't removed it from my hand in the last six months.
i woke up knowing it was gone and my hand feels entirely different.
i put to much stock in ordinary things.
but i need that ring back..fuck
i might get a new one..just to have the wieght on my finger..maybe not i don't know.
it is beautiful outside...the snow..my cigarette..and black coat.
life really is beautiful..set aside your emo-complaints and teenage-angst for one moment and thank whatever god you believe in for what you have.
i don't care who you are
you have a lot.
i watched donnie darko...that really wasn't the highlight of my night
but [seeing as not much else really happened ]
it seems like a good place to start.
gah..HTML is boring..i'm trying to be livejournal trendy
but it is getting in the way of my thoughts.
i watched the movie because the last time i saw it i hated david with every fiber of my being and didn't give the movie a fair chance...and everyone gets
googly-eyes when it's talked about..so i thought maybe i'd get in on the hay-day.
i hate it...yes i understand it(for the most part)
yes i see the ingenius fore-shadowing and
how is is all brought together..but
i just don't see how they didn't meet at the end.
i just didn't like the story..i want people that are truly in love to meet
and stay there...
fuck..tell me i am missing the bigger picture.
i love david quite a bit though..he sort of held me throughout the whole movie..
and we were sitting out in the merrit's parking lot being cheesy.
you cannot be that cheesy and hold someone that tenderly if you don't care about them.
so maybe i should quit worrying...bah.
i lost my ring...it is the same one david has..but it means more to me i think..
i had it longer..and it doesn't just hold meaning for david it holds it for my summer and my grandma and memories and the fact i haven't removed it from my hand in the last six months.
i woke up knowing it was gone and my hand feels entirely different.
i put to much stock in ordinary things.
but i need that ring back..fuck
i might get a new one..just to have the wieght on my finger..maybe not i don't know.
it is beautiful outside...the snow..my cigarette..and black coat.
life really is beautiful..set aside your emo-complaints and teenage-angst for one moment and thank whatever god you believe in for what you have.
i don't care who you are
you have a lot.