last night in town
so..last night we went to the show..i was so happy that jesse showed up.
she is such a good person, bah i am glad she is back in idaho.
we left the show after These arms are Snakes..
because paige had to get her lip pierced..at exactly 9:30(it didn't even happen until 1 so tell me please why we had to leave.)
so..david came by the show..we had been fighting for about 3584590 hours straight..i walked around with him a bit..and then he got a call from jessica woo..and i realized he could really care less if i was there..
so left..and he chased me down to get his gloves..and i said
do you think we should go on a break..
and then preceded to be a bitch and
then i went to Josh's with everyone..it was sort of miserable..i hate being a teenager..with everyone trying to be sexier than they really are. Maybe that is what happens when you are a 16-year-old hanging out with 17-25 year olds..but gah, it wasn't fun.
i really really enjoy leah though. and paige. and josh too i suppose.
then on the way back to vicky's david called and we talked for 51 minutes. just screaming. I don't really remember crying that much in a long time. it was horrible. he seemed really hurt..that i would suggest a break.
eventually we worked it out..i think.
and he came by vicky's at around 2 and drove me around for a bit.
it was good..i don't know what to think about anything though.
it is hard when you have a relationship like ours..when all of my friends have relationships based on superficial basis and ours is on actual love.
yes that is right..i'm 16 and i'm in love..thanks.
i sort of wish i had a manual or something.
gah.
the show was alright...just another boy in tight pants writhing around on the stage..and a few stupid metal kids head-banging and trying to mosh in the back. i really lost interest in the scene..i guess i realized it last night when i looked more forward to a cigarette break than anything else.
oh well..it is really sort of unimportant anyways. there are other things for me to concentrate on then being apart of a scene..i really can't even remember why it was so important to me..
hm.
she is such a good person, bah i am glad she is back in idaho.
we left the show after These arms are Snakes..
because paige had to get her lip pierced..at exactly 9:30(it didn't even happen until 1 so tell me please why we had to leave.)
so..david came by the show..we had been fighting for about 3584590 hours straight..i walked around with him a bit..and then he got a call from jessica woo..and i realized he could really care less if i was there..
so left..and he chased me down to get his gloves..and i said
do you think we should go on a break..
and then preceded to be a bitch and
then i went to Josh's with everyone..it was sort of miserable..i hate being a teenager..with everyone trying to be sexier than they really are. Maybe that is what happens when you are a 16-year-old hanging out with 17-25 year olds..but gah, it wasn't fun.
i really really enjoy leah though. and paige. and josh too i suppose.
then on the way back to vicky's david called and we talked for 51 minutes. just screaming. I don't really remember crying that much in a long time. it was horrible. he seemed really hurt..that i would suggest a break.
eventually we worked it out..i think.
and he came by vicky's at around 2 and drove me around for a bit.
it was good..i don't know what to think about anything though.
it is hard when you have a relationship like ours..when all of my friends have relationships based on superficial basis and ours is on actual love.
yes that is right..i'm 16 and i'm in love..thanks.
i sort of wish i had a manual or something.
gah.
the show was alright...just another boy in tight pants writhing around on the stage..and a few stupid metal kids head-banging and trying to mosh in the back. i really lost interest in the scene..i guess i realized it last night when i looked more forward to a cigarette break than anything else.
oh well..it is really sort of unimportant anyways. there are other things for me to concentrate on then being apart of a scene..i really can't even remember why it was so important to me..
hm.