my head is a boombox

[electricgunfire]

every single poem and lyric that i see
i turn around in my head and put to some sort of beat

gah i have turned obsessed with some rap..real artists.
mmm

i will be re-reading this and have a wicked bass line while i read it to a beat
it's odd

on another note

david i love you and i'm sorry
this whole thing is stupid and i don't like it
end of story

i guess i just don't like having to put my defenses up because you get bored
i don't like being picked apart for someone else's enjoyment
i love you more than anything and i'm pretty sure you know it's true
i just didn't think i'd be scared of your words and have to hide behind anger with you.

i thought we were being honest
but everytime a word comes out i'm hearing "just drop it"
we don't even act like we want to talk it out