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hmm..so today Vicky and I skipped school to stay home and we ended up going to Boise
High for awhile..which was pretty good..i always get paranoid about getting caught and such
so it is probably good the rest of my friends are fearless. We saw paige and Kaci and lauren
and whitney and drew and just a whole bunch of people..so that was fun.
then i was like..take me home..and David came and saw me.
and wow..i just love him so much..i have never felt more complete with anyone before
and i am pretty sure i am happiest when i am just holding him..
i could spend hours just making sense of his face he is so beautiful to me.
We had a conversation about how he used to be..when we first met..
he broke my heart..and it was good to know what was being thought on his side
i was so prepared just to hate him for so long..it is weird to me now that he is the person
that makes me happiest.
he said that i made him a better person..and that he was trying out how to make "this girl"
which is me
happy..
and i guess i just never let myself believe he cared that much..
meh..he had me from the beginning.
i hope i don't get caught tomorrow being truant..i shouldn't since i was excused by vicky's mom.
but..gofdjsf i just get scurred.
i really like it when david tells me he loves me and he means it..
sometimes i think we say it to fill any sort of silence
but when he says it..and feels it
i feel it too..and it feels right.
High for awhile..which was pretty good..i always get paranoid about getting caught and such
so it is probably good the rest of my friends are fearless. We saw paige and Kaci and lauren
and whitney and drew and just a whole bunch of people..so that was fun.
then i was like..take me home..and David came and saw me.
and wow..i just love him so much..i have never felt more complete with anyone before
and i am pretty sure i am happiest when i am just holding him..
i could spend hours just making sense of his face he is so beautiful to me.
We had a conversation about how he used to be..when we first met..
he broke my heart..and it was good to know what was being thought on his side
i was so prepared just to hate him for so long..it is weird to me now that he is the person
that makes me happiest.
he said that i made him a better person..and that he was trying out how to make "this girl"
which is me
happy..
and i guess i just never let myself believe he cared that much..
meh..he had me from the beginning.
i hope i don't get caught tomorrow being truant..i shouldn't since i was excused by vicky's mom.
but..gofdjsf i just get scurred.
i really like it when david tells me he loves me and he means it..
sometimes i think we say it to fill any sort of silence
but when he says it..and feels it
i feel it too..and it feels right.