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I told myself I would write in this journal, so I am.
It doesn't matter if I write anything of importance or not. This is progress for me. It's symbolic of the ever-illusive "fresh start" that I always speak of, but never act upon. Until now, that is. Writing this will be confirmation that I am, in fact, going to do some things differently - the tangible fruit of my efforts, if you will.
I hate writing things down. It's hard to verbalize everything that is floating around in my head. My thoughts, feelings, life experiences? Please. I see them as clouds drifting in the sky that is my mind. Passing, fleeting. Impossible to keep track of. I'd prefer to keep them in that form - where, if needed, I can pull out a random thought from my pile of incoherence - rather than force them into written expression. I suppose that's part of my problem.
Then, the next day, I see what I wrote and I never feel the same way. Or so it goes. So, I'm wondering how long it'll take me to put up a layout and fill out my userinfo?
It doesn't matter if I write anything of importance or not. This is progress for me. It's symbolic of the ever-illusive "fresh start" that I always speak of, but never act upon. Until now, that is. Writing this will be confirmation that I am, in fact, going to do some things differently - the tangible fruit of my efforts, if you will.
I hate writing things down. It's hard to verbalize everything that is floating around in my head. My thoughts, feelings, life experiences? Please. I see them as clouds drifting in the sky that is my mind. Passing, fleeting. Impossible to keep track of. I'd prefer to keep them in that form - where, if needed, I can pull out a random thought from my pile of incoherence - rather than force them into written expression. I suppose that's part of my problem.
Then, the next day, I see what I wrote and I never feel the same way. Or so it goes. So, I'm wondering how long it'll take me to put up a layout and fill out my userinfo?