whoa....

[electricfat]

ok so it is only midnight but i just woke up from a "nap". i had a really fucked up dream and i want to write what i remember of it down. ok so i was taking a nap in my new house in boiling springs with justin and kyle. except that it was a really really nice house something us poor college students could definitely not afford. i woke up and found justin and kyle and i started talking to them but they both looked like adolf hitler (this is probably because i was watching the cbs special on hitler when i fell asleep). so i layed back down on the couch only to wake up to two red neck guys coming to chill in the apartment and strangely i did not seem to think that out of the ordinary. anyway i woke up and went up stairs and out onto a ledge that had stairs running down to the ground. then this girl named lindsey came out and we started talking and she hurried off, but i wanted her to stay but she left and i walked her to her car and there was another girl with her that i recognized but i dont know who she is. well when i was up there two police men came by with a dog looking for marijuana. just out of the blue. i got angry because i knew we didnt have any at the house. they left and i went back inside and told everyone about it and the two redneck guys were still there and and they had a huge bag of weed just chilling on the table. and they were like just take a pinch off but i declined. i started to walk outside but some guy was out there smoking a j and offered it to me and i again declined. i dont know exactly where it went from there but i just remember being in what i thought was boiling springs but it wasnt. i was in a nice neighborhood and running back to my new house to get something. i ran by this girl on a skateboard and then by this family through a yard past a baseball field with people talking about how baseball is the greatest sport and i remember making some comment about that. well i ended up meeting kyle at the house and remembering i needed to get some stuff out of our garage but we couldnt go through the door because justin had the keys so we had to go through this hallway that linked all the garages of the complex together (apparently our house was a nice condo or apartment or something) so i went in there to get a poster or something and there happened to be a utility bathroom back there for the service people so i went to pee. while i was at the urinal the redneck guy was there washing his hands and i started to talk to him about what had happened when he shushed me and i turned around to see his twin brother and some other people. so i left and got into the garage and got what i needed. from there i ended up in the main building of the apartment complex and i had to go get something else. but this time out of the apartment so i went up the stairs to get it and i forgot what i needed and just kind of stood there. suddenly people i knew from kingsport were there. not friends of mine but like parents of my friends. and i started talking to them and then parents were there and they were talking about how they were moving into the next building. so i went downstairs with my parents and found out they were moving to boiling springs and my dad had a job in johnson city and was going to commute. but he was going to be close to seth and i. i told mom that i was here looking for something but i couldnt remember what and she said i had been looking for the crockett hat that my dad had given me a while back (crockett was the name of a high school back in tennesse that my dad worked at) and i did not remember this at all. so i remember being upstairs again rummaging through my boxes and going into another room and messing it up getting pissed because one i knew that i didnt have a job and didnt know if i was going to be able to pay to live with kyle and justin and also my parents were going to be there too. also it must be noted that for some reason i had a huge wad of chewing gum in my mouth and i was also chewing on a blow pop. i dont know why. well i went back down and found my dad and asked him why he was moving here apparently because i didnt want him too. but then i thought that hey i could live with my parents and be near my friends and not have to worry about rent. so i followed him through the lobby and saw him turn in all the stuff that was required for acquiring a room. then i woke up to the phone ringing thinking "who the hell is calling this late" so i got up and found surprisingly it was only 12 and realized i have only been asleep for maybe two hours. please tell me i am not the only one who thinks that this is completely and utterly fucked up. more than dreams normally are. but then again i suppose no one can know what it feels like in the dream except you. i just remember thinking it was filled with a feeling of heightened anxiety. it was weird.

well other than this it has been another boring day. i went to church and my parents left to go to close on the house in kingsport. they will be back tomorrow evening. i talked to johnny for a bit and that was good. talked to kyle and emily. watched the new king of the hill and simpsons. i rented two movies that i never got around to watch. seven years in tibet and dogtown and the z-boys. so maybe i will watch one of them now.