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I want you to take my breath away
I wish I wouldn't be confused this way and I wish things weren't so tough and I wish I could make people love and I wish I could make people happy and I wish that things worked out the way I want and I wish that I had the power to change things and I wish I could save my friends from themselves and I wish songs didn't have to be so sad and I wish they weren't all connected with the memories I hold inside of
you&&me
Just something I was thinking, all the memories of my past, all the things I've seen and experienced. I need to get away somewhere so I can be myself...I used to be so happy and I used to look for the good in everything, but honestly I can't remember the last time I smiled and actually meant it, the last time I laughed and actually was laughing and not just going along with things. And I wish more then anything that my tears were not in vain and that something will be left behind when I leave this world. But wishes are just that...things said in jest when we think that there might be a chance for things to turn out okay.