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"the possibillity of physical and mental collapse, are now very real"
Truer words were never spoken, Dr. Thompson.
I need desperetely to hang out with quality people. Im tired of being in this stench of life im in right now. Its hard to change with no money and a bunch of cock sucking faggots hanging around all the time. Im tryng to remain dilligent and rise above, but god damnit if it dosent just keep getting worse and worse.
I spoke with my dads doctor today for a few minutes because i cant get a word of truth out of my mom about my dads condition anymore. I dont blame her, she is just trying to remain optimistic and what not, but yeah...
He basically told me that theres no more they can do for him from this point on. No more chemo or radiation, as it no longer has any effect on the cancer cells. So hes coming home in about 4 days or so, and hes going to try to go back to work for as long as he can. I recall my uncle brian telling me about when my uncle Bill passed in pretty much the same way as my dad will this time last year. Its going to be very difficult to handle, and I hope I have the courage to handle it. I have NEVER seen my dad succumb to any kind of pain. Even through all the chemo and radiation bullshit, he has constantly remained strong. Never has he used his illness as an escape to get out of doing something unless it was completely true.
I swear that my dad is not human. He seems more like some mythical hero who was half born of a god. The man knows no fear or pain. and it fucking kills me to see this happening. Its a tough legacy to carry.
Im tired of whining on this god damned shit. I think i will be able to sleep tonight, so I bid you all good night.
Truer words were never spoken, Dr. Thompson.
I need desperetely to hang out with quality people. Im tired of being in this stench of life im in right now. Its hard to change with no money and a bunch of cock sucking faggots hanging around all the time. Im tryng to remain dilligent and rise above, but god damnit if it dosent just keep getting worse and worse.
I spoke with my dads doctor today for a few minutes because i cant get a word of truth out of my mom about my dads condition anymore. I dont blame her, she is just trying to remain optimistic and what not, but yeah...
He basically told me that theres no more they can do for him from this point on. No more chemo or radiation, as it no longer has any effect on the cancer cells. So hes coming home in about 4 days or so, and hes going to try to go back to work for as long as he can. I recall my uncle brian telling me about when my uncle Bill passed in pretty much the same way as my dad will this time last year. Its going to be very difficult to handle, and I hope I have the courage to handle it. I have NEVER seen my dad succumb to any kind of pain. Even through all the chemo and radiation bullshit, he has constantly remained strong. Never has he used his illness as an escape to get out of doing something unless it was completely true.
I swear that my dad is not human. He seems more like some mythical hero who was half born of a god. The man knows no fear or pain. and it fucking kills me to see this happening. Its a tough legacy to carry.
Im tired of whining on this god damned shit. I think i will be able to sleep tonight, so I bid you all good night.