So long, farewell, aufwiederzein, adieu
So, in all honesty I'm not 100% leaving this journal. I don't think it's possible.
I have had this talk with Chris for a really long time--should it stay or should it go? This LJ and I have been together for six years now, that's a long freakin time...this has documented so much of my life that I can't entirely let it go. Conversely, I can't keep it because it's not who I am anymore. There is also this halo of drama and bullshit and I can't handle it anymore.
I have been stalked by Chris' ex-girlfriend. People talk shit. People snoop. People make big deals out of things that are none of their business. People make me out to be this horrendous bad guy. And quite frankly this is all starting to get to me: the fact that anyone can find me and learn about me and get into my life really creeps me the fuck out. All of these reasons (especially the first one) have driven me away from my livejournal. It's made me want to post less personal things, and rightfully so.
Basically. My new journal is kind of just for me. I'm not listing the name here, but I guess if you wanted you could find me...it's friends only and I dont intend on adding people I don't know for security reasons. I'm adding the people I consistently read; the people whom when I sign into LJ I go straight for their posts. If I don't add you, please don't be offended and also don't unfriend this journal! I am still going to use this journal to comment and read everyone else's journal--when I have time.
Thanks, friends. Just understand that I can't feel comfortable with this journal, and that I still care.
-Yvonne.
I have had this talk with Chris for a really long time--should it stay or should it go? This LJ and I have been together for six years now, that's a long freakin time...this has documented so much of my life that I can't entirely let it go. Conversely, I can't keep it because it's not who I am anymore. There is also this halo of drama and bullshit and I can't handle it anymore.
I have been stalked by Chris' ex-girlfriend. People talk shit. People snoop. People make big deals out of things that are none of their business. People make me out to be this horrendous bad guy. And quite frankly this is all starting to get to me: the fact that anyone can find me and learn about me and get into my life really creeps me the fuck out. All of these reasons (especially the first one) have driven me away from my livejournal. It's made me want to post less personal things, and rightfully so.
Basically. My new journal is kind of just for me. I'm not listing the name here, but I guess if you wanted you could find me...it's friends only and I dont intend on adding people I don't know for security reasons. I'm adding the people I consistently read; the people whom when I sign into LJ I go straight for their posts. If I don't add you, please don't be offended and also don't unfriend this journal! I am still going to use this journal to comment and read everyone else's journal--when I have time.
Thanks, friends. Just understand that I can't feel comfortable with this journal, and that I still care.
-Yvonne.