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recently lifes been kind of a drag. i went to the faint show this past thursday, a good time. got lost in the city, not a good time. i dunno. i feel like i'm not acomplishing anything right now, i'm so discontent. i don't know. school is miserable and it's almost impossible for me to find the motivation to even bring my homework home. most of the time i just come home and sleep. then on the weekends is when i finally feel okay. then i can go and hang out with people that actually care about me, i can get stoned off my ass and piss ass drunk and no one will critisize me and i just feel like i fit in, like i don't have to do anything to impress anyone. everyone there is really nice, i mean they really accept you. i suppose i'll introduce them, lukas is my boyfriend, my amazing boyfriend that i love to pieces, emily lives in madison but i would consider her my best friend in that i can talk to her, danny is pretty much the same i can talk to him too and i know he won't tell anyone, then theres tim who i've known almost as long as danny, brian whose personality is completely amazing once you get to know him, he's really down to earth, then theres joe who could make a death laugh i swear, ben and johnny, best friends, both strange as hell but completely brilliant, jon lampman whose quiet yet extremely friendly, ryan whose also hilarious, always smiling, never stops laughing. most of these people i haven't known for more than 2 years yet they're all nicer to me than anyone in geneva. i'm moving up there. well it's fucking 2 in the morning so i'm gonna go