I feel sick.

[electric_pez]

I like how you have something in mind.
And you envision it so perfectly.
And you can practically see it there, waiting for you.
It's already yours!
But then, you veer off somewhere else.
Because you see something else.
Something you did not plan on.
Something that you never wanted.
But now you do.
In fact, I do not just like it.
I love it.
I really do.
I just hate the indecision.
I think far too much.
And I feel far too much.
I wish that I could be the kind of person who does not overindulge in these things.
But I am not that lucky.