Do people even update their journals anymore?
Or is it just me? lol.
I feel as if all I ever do on LJ is troll communities now :(
So. Sosososo. Um. I have a lot of presentations coming up. Most of which, I haven't exactly prepared for. I never do my school work on time. I spend most of the daylight hours watching shows/movies, and stumbling the internets. Time is easily wasted this way. And then when I've exhausted my desire for television/twitter stimuli, I work on homework or projects or what have you. Never in silence though, always with a distraction running in the background. I hope this doesn't become a serious problem in the long run, though it probably will. I've never been this apathetic towards school work in the past. Maybe I've just got serious senioritis at the moment.
I mean, I have been in college for... how many years is it now? I should be done, but I've been goofing off taking classes I didn't need because there was a rebellious period I had where I thought the system and their credit requirements were shit, and then switching my major was really a shot in the foot as well lol. I am just tired I guess. Of obligations. Unfortunately though, society says that the next 40+ years of my life is going to be full of non-stop obligations. I cannot say that I am looking forward to that. I can say that I am looking forward to getting my own house, so that I can decorate it with adorable Christmas accessories from Target. This is how you know that you're getting old. You're excited about Snowflake-printed table cloths.
School aside, work sucks. I work at Wal-Mart now, by the way. But the pay rate is so much higher than anywhere else, so it's not like I'm going to leave lol. They also don't care if I don't show up or skip out, so that is a plus. I guess it is also encouraging my lethargy though, so it's just a bad environment in general. I should get a new work environment. One that holds me to deadlines, goals, and schedules. But I don't want a 2-dollar paycut ;-;
Work aside, my love life has also been in the shitter lol. Love interest at the beginning of the year just disappeared. I am legitimately convinced that he died. Because things were going alright, until he just stopped his contact with me all of a sudden. Then there was the douchebag during the summer that I dated, who was also fucking several other girls behind my back. Boy do I sure know how to pick 'em! Split with one of my best guy friends too, because he picked the douchebag over me. So I was like, w/e then, peace out, have a nice life betch! The sheer audacity of men sometimes, I really can't comprehend it. So I've backed off of dating for now, lol nobody left in this town is really worth dating anyway. They're all pretty much ambitionless losers, afraid of accountability and responsibility. Just wanna get high all day, and not think about the future.
This is good though, livejournal. I am now remembering why it is that I loved livejournal so much over the other social sites out there. Because it requires you to take your time, and really read. There's no limit to the words that you can say, so you can explain your sentiments fully and clearly without worrying for the 140-character limit that twitter has. And it's been a long time since I have lengthily written out, well, anything.
I think my JE obsession is back in full swing. I'm trying to get it to be, anyway lol. I'd forgotten about how much it is that I love Kanjani8, and how happy it is that they make me. Yes that sounds sad, but w/e. Bringing happiness is the job that the idols do, and K8 is the best at that. Always.
But lol, idk. I feel like there just isn't enough material out there for foreign fans to get into? Like, their subbers are great and everything, but they really do embody the group, don't they? hahahaha. Like, K8 is as free as they want to be, and is lazy as shit lol. And so are their subbers, releasing things at a slow pace. And I love K8, but my japanese is severely limited, so sitting through an episode of Janiben just doesn't do it for me most of the time. They need to have like, a K8 cooks dinner for lil chirrens show or something. I don't need subs for that. Or another Kanpani. That shit was hilarious. But um, yeah. Or maybe I'll just go full weaboo and learn Japanese, so that this won't be a problem lol.
So, uh, yes. Livejournal is good. It makes me want to write and read more (two of my least favorite things to do, for school anyway >_>) and that is always an excellent thing.
I feel as if all I ever do on LJ is troll communities now :(
So. Sosososo. Um. I have a lot of presentations coming up. Most of which, I haven't exactly prepared for. I never do my school work on time. I spend most of the daylight hours watching shows/movies, and stumbling the internets. Time is easily wasted this way. And then when I've exhausted my desire for television/twitter stimuli, I work on homework or projects or what have you. Never in silence though, always with a distraction running in the background. I hope this doesn't become a serious problem in the long run, though it probably will. I've never been this apathetic towards school work in the past. Maybe I've just got serious senioritis at the moment.
I mean, I have been in college for... how many years is it now? I should be done, but I've been goofing off taking classes I didn't need because there was a rebellious period I had where I thought the system and their credit requirements were shit, and then switching my major was really a shot in the foot as well lol. I am just tired I guess. Of obligations. Unfortunately though, society says that the next 40+ years of my life is going to be full of non-stop obligations. I cannot say that I am looking forward to that. I can say that I am looking forward to getting my own house, so that I can decorate it with adorable Christmas accessories from Target. This is how you know that you're getting old. You're excited about Snowflake-printed table cloths.
School aside, work sucks. I work at Wal-Mart now, by the way. But the pay rate is so much higher than anywhere else, so it's not like I'm going to leave lol. They also don't care if I don't show up or skip out, so that is a plus. I guess it is also encouraging my lethargy though, so it's just a bad environment in general. I should get a new work environment. One that holds me to deadlines, goals, and schedules. But I don't want a 2-dollar paycut ;-;
Work aside, my love life has also been in the shitter lol. Love interest at the beginning of the year just disappeared. I am legitimately convinced that he died. Because things were going alright, until he just stopped his contact with me all of a sudden. Then there was the douchebag during the summer that I dated, who was also fucking several other girls behind my back. Boy do I sure know how to pick 'em! Split with one of my best guy friends too, because he picked the douchebag over me. So I was like, w/e then, peace out, have a nice life betch! The sheer audacity of men sometimes, I really can't comprehend it. So I've backed off of dating for now, lol nobody left in this town is really worth dating anyway. They're all pretty much ambitionless losers, afraid of accountability and responsibility. Just wanna get high all day, and not think about the future.
This is good though, livejournal. I am now remembering why it is that I loved livejournal so much over the other social sites out there. Because it requires you to take your time, and really read. There's no limit to the words that you can say, so you can explain your sentiments fully and clearly without worrying for the 140-character limit that twitter has. And it's been a long time since I have lengthily written out, well, anything.
I think my JE obsession is back in full swing. I'm trying to get it to be, anyway lol. I'd forgotten about how much it is that I love Kanjani8, and how happy it is that they make me. Yes that sounds sad, but w/e. Bringing happiness is the job that the idols do, and K8 is the best at that. Always.
But lol, idk. I feel like there just isn't enough material out there for foreign fans to get into? Like, their subbers are great and everything, but they really do embody the group, don't they? hahahaha. Like, K8 is as free as they want to be, and is lazy as shit lol. And so are their subbers, releasing things at a slow pace. And I love K8, but my japanese is severely limited, so sitting through an episode of Janiben just doesn't do it for me most of the time. They need to have like, a K8 cooks dinner for lil chirrens show or something. I don't need subs for that. Or another Kanpani. That shit was hilarious. But um, yeah. Or maybe I'll just go full weaboo and learn Japanese, so that this won't be a problem lol.
So, uh, yes. Livejournal is good. It makes me want to write and read more (two of my least favorite things to do, for school anyway >_>) and that is always an excellent thing.