Dec 23, 2004 09:57
this is the life & if u dont say nope, u'll dedicate ur self to dope
whether u snort, slam, or smoke the glassdick, u have sold ur soul 4 something sick
u wont notice but ur life will change, u will become some-1 really srange
ppl offer u food, they think of ur condition, they see ur tore up from malnutrition
but once again u pass the food on the table, then u do another issue now that ur able
then u spin around town thinking ur cool, fuck what they think ur nobody's fool
but 1 by 1 they start to leave u alone,their starting to see the monster u've grown
first its ur kids, ur friends, & ur spouse, ur convinced u dont need them trashing ur house
then one day u finally do see, its all been a part of conspiracy
so u shake that thought & do another blast,thinking how long is this going to last?
what was once just hours is now time of no length, ur habit rolls on getting stronger in strength
what was once just kicks is now for real, u get a brainstorm & think u should deal
now this shit took a real nasty turn, u jumped in the fire & started to burn
at first ur taken, shaken, treated like a lame, before to long ur hip to the game
the first thing u learn, & this is a must, u are the only one u dare to trust
because now all ur time is spent making the rounds, first quarters, grams, then ounces, & pounds
now in the final chapter of this crazy book, u decide ur going to be the big cook
u know in ur heart its going to be trouble, sitting in the lab watching it bubble
now u've become a target for the narcs, feds, & DEA, knowing all this u continue to play
things in "the life" are now fucking intense, ur thinking what happened?it doesnt make sense
then came the day ur watching the store, when 15 cops kick down ur door
they throw u down put their foot on ur chest, then say hello stupid u are under arrest
& u know it is over when u get to court, there are 20 of ur best friends on the police report
so as u walk the yard u will have time to reflect, how ur life became so fucked up, & wrecked
then suddenly like a neon sign, some-1 says hey brother do u want a line?
now u soberly relize in ur world of strife, the price is far to heavy for living "the life!"
!!!TAKEN OFF OF GRACIE'S JOURNAL!!!
I'M GOING TO VEGAS THIS WEEKEND WITH MY BOYFRIEND!?!?!?!?!