Apr 07, 2004 14:38
I am feeling very tired , tired of the way things work , the way people are.
Aron said to me today , " i wish i didnt have to work ever"
I wish no one had to work ever , or at least not as much as most people do. But, with out work , then people wouldnt have money , and without money we couldnt do anything. And that is the point, its horrible if you think how much the world revolves around money nowadays , you can't do anything unless you have money. No one just enjoys the simple things, no one appreciates a nice walk and a making some sandwiches...and sitting by a pond.
Thats all i want , i dont want lots and lots of money , i want just enough to provide for me and the people closest to me , and live a simple life.
My ideal life:
- own a little shop of some sort
- have a nice house by the beach
- spend the weekends painting , reading , going out , laughing.
- be with the boy i love.
its all id ever need.
but nothing can be that simple
because the world has become so greedy and materialistic.
its a sad sad thing to think about.
and to be completely honest, makes me quite upset.