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wow, long time since i last posted... a lot has happened since i last posted two years ago.
A LOT.
well lets see. since i last posted i was still living in that house on date st... since then, i have quit my job at forever 21 because we lost the house (this was last summer) and had to move to downey with my grandma and i couldn't get transferred. that move caused a huge disruption in my life. i felt so out of control i couldnt even handle my work situation. joe offered for me to move in his house with him so i could stay at work but it was so stressful trying to be there for my family too.. i didnt know what i wanted or didnt even know what was best for me.. so the baby side of jen took control and just decided i still needed to hang on to mommy's old apron strings. ugh. i feel that was the worst decision i ever made. i dont think i was thinking clearly... i was so upset because we were losing the house...
anyway so it was like my whole world was turned upside down when me and joe decided to stay together and try "long distance" relationship. it was so hard. oh my god. it was so hellish i hated it. i went to school for one semester. no i didnt get to take my sewing class or even the bartending course or anything like that but i took an "intro to investigations" class that was actually very interesting... i also took a psych class, photography and debate. i didn't do so good in debate as i thought i would. when i wanted to take that class, i didnt even think i'd have to worry about the historical part behind it... i never actually caught on it was so boring.. i think thats why i didn't do good. :( stupid me.
anyway i had to wait a whole semester to go be with joe again. i'd visit him every weekend but i hated it and i couldnt stand it so we just decided it would be for the best of us if i just moved in with him. then it was like almost as soon as i got here, i started having problems with little hitler. errrrrrrrrrrrrr. i dont know how to take care of my own car, i totally forgot to make sure it had all its fluids including checking the oil and making sure i had plenty of coolant in there. my car totally overheated when me and joe were visiting my family in downey a few months ago and life has been sooooo sucky w/o an automobile! i forgot wat it was like to depend on public transportation or even other ppl for rides. ugh i hate that loser feeling. anyway so after a few months of being super lame w/o a ride and no job... i went to visit my family last week and my daddy let me drive home his big pick up truck. hehehehe i like driving it! its kinda crazy though, kinda scary-looking. i must look like a bad ass chick driving it though. haha like OOH here comes jen!
Lol... anyway.
so last week like as soon as i had the truck, i went and applied at forever 21 again hoping i'd get my old job back... and the manager re-hired me. but she said she thinks i might have to start out at the bottom again since when i quit, i quit in a hurry and gave them a week notice instead of a two week notice. i havent signed any paperwork but i did have to fill out a "re-hire" sheet with the date that i got rehired. should i worry that its been since friday that i got re-hired and still havent heard from them yet? i know its only a tuesday. meh. i'll call tomorrow.
and... as for right now... joe is sleeping on my shoulder. well more like he's passed out drunk :(
i hate it when he's like this.
A LOT.
well lets see. since i last posted i was still living in that house on date st... since then, i have quit my job at forever 21 because we lost the house (this was last summer) and had to move to downey with my grandma and i couldn't get transferred. that move caused a huge disruption in my life. i felt so out of control i couldnt even handle my work situation. joe offered for me to move in his house with him so i could stay at work but it was so stressful trying to be there for my family too.. i didnt know what i wanted or didnt even know what was best for me.. so the baby side of jen took control and just decided i still needed to hang on to mommy's old apron strings. ugh. i feel that was the worst decision i ever made. i dont think i was thinking clearly... i was so upset because we were losing the house...
anyway so it was like my whole world was turned upside down when me and joe decided to stay together and try "long distance" relationship. it was so hard. oh my god. it was so hellish i hated it. i went to school for one semester. no i didnt get to take my sewing class or even the bartending course or anything like that but i took an "intro to investigations" class that was actually very interesting... i also took a psych class, photography and debate. i didn't do so good in debate as i thought i would. when i wanted to take that class, i didnt even think i'd have to worry about the historical part behind it... i never actually caught on it was so boring.. i think thats why i didn't do good. :( stupid me.
anyway i had to wait a whole semester to go be with joe again. i'd visit him every weekend but i hated it and i couldnt stand it so we just decided it would be for the best of us if i just moved in with him. then it was like almost as soon as i got here, i started having problems with little hitler. errrrrrrrrrrrrr. i dont know how to take care of my own car, i totally forgot to make sure it had all its fluids including checking the oil and making sure i had plenty of coolant in there. my car totally overheated when me and joe were visiting my family in downey a few months ago and life has been sooooo sucky w/o an automobile! i forgot wat it was like to depend on public transportation or even other ppl for rides. ugh i hate that loser feeling. anyway so after a few months of being super lame w/o a ride and no job... i went to visit my family last week and my daddy let me drive home his big pick up truck. hehehehe i like driving it! its kinda crazy though, kinda scary-looking. i must look like a bad ass chick driving it though. haha like OOH here comes jen!
Lol... anyway.
so last week like as soon as i had the truck, i went and applied at forever 21 again hoping i'd get my old job back... and the manager re-hired me. but she said she thinks i might have to start out at the bottom again since when i quit, i quit in a hurry and gave them a week notice instead of a two week notice. i havent signed any paperwork but i did have to fill out a "re-hire" sheet with the date that i got rehired. should i worry that its been since friday that i got re-hired and still havent heard from them yet? i know its only a tuesday. meh. i'll call tomorrow.
and... as for right now... joe is sleeping on my shoulder. well more like he's passed out drunk :(
i hate it when he's like this.