survived black friday

Nov 26, 2006 02:08

dang. everyone at work was all scared about black friday. i've been working in retial for a while and i already knew what it was about.. i knew it would be messy. but this time, no one called out. everyone was there! the store stayed clean. i was happy i got to go home on time.

anyway my rooms been a mess. i wanted to clean it before my gramma came home

i feel so bad. i was scared of my sister sherrie. i remember like 5 yrs ago my mom was telling me that she had a missing dress out of her closet and then later sherrie was wearing it. and my mom told me to just watch out for my things. she hasnt told me this recently but she told me like... THEN. i feel so bad for thinking negatively. i think sherrie has changed. i remember what she was like last time i spent time with her and she was mean. i dont want to bring up what happened when i went to washington. but anyway we've been getting along great and i kinda dont want her to have to go home/ leave.

things with me and andrew are okay. we arent together right now but we are working at it. i really want to be with him. i want to make this work. i want him to make it work. i want him to WANT to make it work.
sometimes i get sad.. and think that we were meant to be alone? maybe i should stay single for a while.. i dunno.
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