every sperm is sacred
I am having a great time trying to find a job I hate and keep it. I will hate any job I find because I will get paid shit and my potential will not be reached. I need to get back in school. I saw a deer in the back yard the other day. I also saw 2 bald eagles. The back yard is literally a forest. I am begining to wonder If I did the right thing in moving here. I did what was logical and went aginst my feelings. I could never trust them before so why listen Now? I hate this In between of life. I really hate the fact that certain people won't talk to me. Out of the state out of the picture right? I know that happens when you move oh well. Life goes on. I went to jenny's baby shower she looks like she is going to POP at any moment. She looks alot older too. I guess having kids does that sometimes. Melanie my sister who lives in chicago Is coming to town on the same day Harry Potter comes out the 18th! I am really excited for both events. counting down the days almost 9 now. 9.95 if you want to get technical. But much to my dismay my father and Dave's friend Dave are coming for thanksgiving too. SO that I know will suck. I would trade both of them for the one person I want to see. I know I will con Dave into giving Dan his plane ticket. I'll tell him I'm pregnant or something. Okay this is a sure sign that I am watching too much springer. Now On to politics....Way to go denver for passing the legalization of Pot. Seattle you suck for passing the smoking ban. ANd IF THOSE FUCK HEADS OVERTURN ROE VS. WADE I WILL LEAVE THIS COUNTRY. I believe it to be a huge regression of womens liberation. Not everyone uses abortions as a form of birth control. Sometimes they are medically necessary. Not that me leaving will be noticed by anyone as some huge protest. But I couldn't live in a country where women are second class citizens. If it is a question of the life of the child then consider this. Every time a man masterbates he is killing thousands of unborn children. So they should ban that as well. along with condoms and menstration.