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[eleanorruby]

i've been thinking about writing plays. for myself this time, rather than for school. i put a lot of care into my assignments, but something different comes out of me if i know that i won't be graded. there's this freedom, this ability to do exactly what i want to do. basically, i've never written a play outside of school. and in a way, i think it

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[here_in_spain]

i feel strangely disconnected from everything lately, sort of like i did in high school. i see people, i talk to them, i listen, i do things, but there's this strange sense that i'm not entirely there. i'm probably i'm the only one who notices. it's just that i feel really lost inside my head. i'm thinking too much. i have all of these grandiose plans that i am not fulfilling, which means that they're simply taking up too much space in my head.

I feel exactly like this too. How bizarre. It's making work completely unbearable. I'm more easily distracted than usual and keep getting lost in my thoughts, or keep thinking wtf am I doing in this cubicle. hahaha.

[eleanorruby]

yeah, it's pretty fucked. and the strange this is, it's not the same sort of disconnect that comes with depression or anything like that; it's more like an overdose of stimuli... but all the time, no matter where i am.

[eleanorruby]

*the strange thing is

jeeeeeez. what's wrong with my head?

[devifemme]

I don't wanna be mean - but maybe a ton of Elvis Costello could have the effect you describe. Toss on some Dixie Chicks, or maybe some Diana Krall. On the other hand, if it has some artistic purpose, just keep listening...

Lol? (just a giggle, maybe)

[eleanorruby]

ewww on both of those.

and as far as artistic purpose goes..... have you ever listened to elvis costello beyond the two songs that play on the radio over and over again, or are you just talking out of your ass?