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I can't believe that I actually went to Paige's party
I was totally awkward the whole time
I'm not so good in social situations
Parties were always so much more fun with Sean
Manny and Emma got really drunk, so I tried to help Ashley and Craig take them home
Then things got really awkward, so I just ended up heading home
I don't know, I just feel so out of place lately
Things were so nice with Sean.
I'm hesistant about moving in with my mom again, I doubt she'll really be able to stay sober
But I'm not doing so well on my own either
Every day it's getting harder and harder to not cut
In other news, I've discovered a new found love for Nine Inch Nails
A little more industrial sounding then most of the stuff I listen to, but the lyrics are amazing
The song "Something I Can Never Have" totally reminds me of Sean
I was totally awkward the whole time
I'm not so good in social situations
Parties were always so much more fun with Sean
Manny and Emma got really drunk, so I tried to help Ashley and Craig take them home
Then things got really awkward, so I just ended up heading home
I don't know, I just feel so out of place lately
Things were so nice with Sean.
I'm hesistant about moving in with my mom again, I doubt she'll really be able to stay sober
But I'm not doing so well on my own either
Every day it's getting harder and harder to not cut
In other news, I've discovered a new found love for Nine Inch Nails
A little more industrial sounding then most of the stuff I listen to, but the lyrics are amazing
The song "Something I Can Never Have" totally reminds me of Sean