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I took too much adderall today. I feel so good. Don’t want to ever come off this high. I barely ever take adderall because I dont like to engage in addictive activities, but I took it today for some reason. Kristin Truitt just called me… cleared up our little discrepancy of two weeks ago. Now we are completely back to normal best buddies. The good thing is, we both never let ourselves drift too far away from being best buddies during this sherade of misconceptions. We’re as good of friends as you can be living so far apart, yet so close, in completely different worlds. We truly are great friends and time just keeps on proving we can handle anything.
That stress has now been lifted off my shoulders!
I love my job now. I love it. I love it. I love it. All the “night-time kids” now work daytime with me since school is out. They are so awesome. The weirdest part: They go to Sprayberry! How did I never ever ever find cool kids like that while I attended that hellhole? Sprayberry and basically public high school can be whatever you make it to be... but at the same time so much of it is up to chance... meeting the right people that you consider worthwhile... getting teachers that influence you as opposed to making you want to learn nothing out of rebellion to them.... stuff like that. These Bellacino people would have made it so worthwhile. I totally need to work on not judging people so quickly... when I first met Lindsey I thought she was stuck up or SOMETHING... i dont know... just another high school obnoxious hideously insecure, arrogant high schooler... I usually lable them all that way till they prove otherwise... but now I realize she's so totally down to earth, polite, a great worker, conversational, and pleasant. Wow I really need to stop making assumptions.
THAT stress has now been lifted off my shoulders!
Here is quite possibly the best part: I've been planning on going to Mexico on a mission trip to build a school. I didnt get all my money in in time. We're leaving June 4th. I thought I could just pay the rest when I got back from the trip. That wasnt the case. Kells tells me, "Okay well you have till June 2nd to get it in." Then today he calls me and says, "Actually you have half an hour or I'm going to give away your ticket bc I found someone who wants to buy it and can pay all of it right now." I instantly called suzie and asked her for the number of the guy that she said might be able to help me out financially...I called him... I miraculously got his number from his secretary. He's on VACATION. I got his vacation house number and to make a long story short he ended up talking to suzie about me after he and I had spoken on the phone for no more than one minute. He said, "I'll give you an 800 dollar check. You can pick it up tomorrow moring. Its a gift, she doesnt have to pay me back." Allll of this happened in exactly HALF an hour! The whole time I was sitting there in my kitchen holding the phone tightly in my hand, I never once worried even though this trip means MORE THAN THE WORLD to me. I was overwhelmed with gratitude... God always works for the good of those who love him. God always goes to bat for me... I dont have to beg... I can simply just say "thank you" in advance for all the amazing things he does. It's not about religion... its not about sin... its not about right and wrong. I'm so sick of churches that beat bibles of peoples heads and throw fear in their faces. Its about relationship.
Wow I'm so tired of typing but I'll go ahead and jot down the second best part of today. --I dont have to do my homeschool final testing tonight! I just nonchalantly called and asked if i could post pone and the examiner said, "sure. Fine." PHEW! I damn near had a heart attack cramming for the test tonight.
That stress has now been lifted off my shoulders!
I love my job now. I love it. I love it. I love it. All the “night-time kids” now work daytime with me since school is out. They are so awesome. The weirdest part: They go to Sprayberry! How did I never ever ever find cool kids like that while I attended that hellhole? Sprayberry and basically public high school can be whatever you make it to be... but at the same time so much of it is up to chance... meeting the right people that you consider worthwhile... getting teachers that influence you as opposed to making you want to learn nothing out of rebellion to them.... stuff like that. These Bellacino people would have made it so worthwhile. I totally need to work on not judging people so quickly... when I first met Lindsey I thought she was stuck up or SOMETHING... i dont know... just another high school obnoxious hideously insecure, arrogant high schooler... I usually lable them all that way till they prove otherwise... but now I realize she's so totally down to earth, polite, a great worker, conversational, and pleasant. Wow I really need to stop making assumptions.
THAT stress has now been lifted off my shoulders!
Here is quite possibly the best part: I've been planning on going to Mexico on a mission trip to build a school. I didnt get all my money in in time. We're leaving June 4th. I thought I could just pay the rest when I got back from the trip. That wasnt the case. Kells tells me, "Okay well you have till June 2nd to get it in." Then today he calls me and says, "Actually you have half an hour or I'm going to give away your ticket bc I found someone who wants to buy it and can pay all of it right now." I instantly called suzie and asked her for the number of the guy that she said might be able to help me out financially...I called him... I miraculously got his number from his secretary. He's on VACATION. I got his vacation house number and to make a long story short he ended up talking to suzie about me after he and I had spoken on the phone for no more than one minute. He said, "I'll give you an 800 dollar check. You can pick it up tomorrow moring. Its a gift, she doesnt have to pay me back." Allll of this happened in exactly HALF an hour! The whole time I was sitting there in my kitchen holding the phone tightly in my hand, I never once worried even though this trip means MORE THAN THE WORLD to me. I was overwhelmed with gratitude... God always works for the good of those who love him. God always goes to bat for me... I dont have to beg... I can simply just say "thank you" in advance for all the amazing things he does. It's not about religion... its not about sin... its not about right and wrong. I'm so sick of churches that beat bibles of peoples heads and throw fear in their faces. Its about relationship.
Wow I'm so tired of typing but I'll go ahead and jot down the second best part of today. --I dont have to do my homeschool final testing tonight! I just nonchalantly called and asked if i could post pone and the examiner said, "sure. Fine." PHEW! I damn near had a heart attack cramming for the test tonight.