lately

[eleanorkrishna]

lately I'm feeling like I don't want friends.
I love my friends, but I am just all too much, down for being left alone.
Until I decide otherwise.

Comments

[ticklemezombie]

im sorry but i am not an on call friend.

[eleanorkrishna]

That's not how I was considering it.
Haven't you ever just wanted time, to yourself, to think out your life? Time where you could evaluate the wrongs and rights of everything, without having to a a part of someone elses?
It's not that I meant forever, it's just that I was feeling terrible at the time.
I've learned a lot about myself in the last week, and have had a bit of time to think my life over.
I know that you are mad at me, and I know that if our bond is breaking it's my fault and just that, can bring a person to their knees with sadness and in my case guilt.
I'm sorry for everything.
I really am.
I love you, and I'm sorry for betraying you, and everything that goes with that.