Nov 17, 2005 12:50
DEAR EMERY,
I REALIZE THAT AT TIMES, I CAN'T BE ALONE BECAUSE I AM SO EMOTIONALLY LINKED TO PETER. EVERYDAY, I SEE HIM AND IT'S AS IF MY ENTIRE INSIDES MELT. I STARE INTO HIS LIGHT GREEN EYES AND I BEG THE LORD NEVER TO TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME. IT'S LOVELY WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOUR'RE LIVING LIFE WITH SOMEONE BY YOU SIDE. ON WEEKENDS, I AM GRACED WITH SLEEPING BY HIS SIDE. I LOVE THAT FEELING.
I DON'T HAVE TO BE ALONE AT NIGHT. KNOWING THAT SOMEONE IS THERE TO SHOO AWAY ALL THE AWFUL FLASHBACKS...IT'S LIKE HAVING THE OTHER HALF THAT I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO LIVE WITHOUT FOR SO MANY YEARS, AND NOW HE IS HERE TO VEIL OF THE BAD BRINGINGS OF THE WORLD.
I TRULY BELIEVE THAT ONE DAY I WILL MARRY PETER, AND IT'S FUNNY BECAUSE I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE THE MARRIED TYPE...BUT IT'S TRUE AND WE'RE BOTH HERE.
DEAR EMERY,
YESTERDAY, I SAW THE WORLD RIGHT-SIDE UP,
AND THE HATRED I THOUGHT IT HAD, TURNED INTO A BOWL OF...
...LOVELINESS.
the sun will not come out tommorrow,
but today....,
say