Oct 19, 2005 12:48
DEAR EMERY
I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE. WHEN I WAS FRIENDS WITH ANGEL, I TOOK ALOT OF THINGS FOR GRANTED. BUT WHEN HE LEFT AND I HAVE NOT SEEN HIS ANGELIC FACE SINCE, I WAS MAD AT MYSELF FOR NOT APPRECIATING THE LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP WE HAD TOWARD EACHOTHER. NOW THAT I AM FRIENDS WITH MEAGHAN, BFF! (SECRET SOCIETY) I KNOW HOW DESERVING SHE IS AND SHE REALLY IS A GOOD FRIEND.
BUT I'M SCARED YOU GUYS, OF LOSING IT ALL AGAIN, HER GOING OFF TO COLLEGE AND ME GOING FOR ANOTHER YEAR IN KARAFIN, THAT SHE MIGHT MEET NEW PEOPLE AND BE LIKE ALL BETTER THAN ME, AND SHE WOULD'NT BE BACK...JUST LIKE ANGEL.
BUT EMERY, I DO THINK OF HIM OFTEN AND AT TIMES IT'S HARD TO CONCENTRATE. I CAN COMPARE ANGEL TO MEG IN ALOT OF WAYS AND IT'S..I DON'T KNOW. SHE REMINDS ME OF HIM. I WONDER IF SHE'S WONDERING WHY I AM STRESSING ON THE SUBJECT, AND HERE IT IS.
I'M JUST TIRED OF LOSING IT ALL. BECAUSE I LOVED ANGEL AND I LOVE MEAGHAN, SHE'S LIKE THE SISTER I ALWAYS WANTED. BUT SHE'S HERE NOW, AND I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE HER FOR GRANTED. NOT ONE BIT.
BFF! YEAAAAAAAA...BOI!
the sun will come out tomorrow...