well huh
It has legit been so long since I actually gave a shit about a tv show I have actually kind of forgotten what it felt like. Like, god, I remember back when TVD was like, my complete jam. Like, I read fic, ate up meta left and right, and these characters made me feel man. Like, god I would legit sit there clutching pillows and talking to the tv and calling them my babies and just. Yeah.
But then it went south and I just could not care, and like, I watch a shit ton of television, but nothing has really done it for me, you know? I mean, I went back to reading A Song of Ice and Fire because I needed characters to care about again, and I legit love all of those perfect people unto death.
And like, I kind of miss being part of a fandom, you know? Like, being involved, having discussions, etc. But I don't really have anything like that atm.
But like, legit tho, I have been watching Sons of Anarchy, and like, fuck me but like, I have all these feelings again. And I feel like its really difficult to explain because ostensibly this show is about all sorts of shit I hate and these people aren't really great, but like, I dunno, I sort of adore them all. Like, I mean, the main character is def my type, you know. I mean, not the whole biker shit or the killing people in a gang war shit, but like I dunno, the good person who fucks shit up all the time because he is so earnestly human tho, and like imperfect and doesn't always think, but like, god they try so fucking hard even when they fuck up, and they don't apologize for shit except when they do and like,
And it's weird because I love people like Jaime Lannister and Jax Teller and Stefan Salvatore and Anakin Skywalker (and of course the super precious people like Luke Skywalker and Jon Snow) but I legit cannot stand Damon Salvatore or Klaus or any of the fucking people on Once Upon a Time. I'm pretty sure it has to do with writing.
At any rate, I am all about SOA at the moment, and like, I want to read all the fanfic (p. much exclusively Jax/Tara because I am nothing if not completely boring and predictable but I really wanna know moooooooooooore), but I have no one to talk with about it and the supply of fic is really small because I like boring things and like, idk. I mean, its not a fandom because I'm not all about it exactly and I don't really want to read meta and I'm only tempted to write fic, but hey. 's better than nothing
But then it went south and I just could not care, and like, I watch a shit ton of television, but nothing has really done it for me, you know? I mean, I went back to reading A Song of Ice and Fire because I needed characters to care about again, and I legit love all of those perfect people unto death.
And like, I kind of miss being part of a fandom, you know? Like, being involved, having discussions, etc. But I don't really have anything like that atm.
But like, legit tho, I have been watching Sons of Anarchy, and like, fuck me but like, I have all these feelings again. And I feel like its really difficult to explain because ostensibly this show is about all sorts of shit I hate and these people aren't really great, but like, I dunno, I sort of adore them all. Like, I mean, the main character is def my type, you know. I mean, not the whole biker shit or the killing people in a gang war shit, but like I dunno, the good person who fucks shit up all the time because he is so earnestly human tho, and like imperfect and doesn't always think, but like, god they try so fucking hard even when they fuck up, and they don't apologize for shit except when they do and like,
And it's weird because I love people like Jaime Lannister and Jax Teller and Stefan Salvatore and Anakin Skywalker (and of course the super precious people like Luke Skywalker and Jon Snow) but I legit cannot stand Damon Salvatore or Klaus or any of the fucking people on Once Upon a Time. I'm pretty sure it has to do with writing.
At any rate, I am all about SOA at the moment, and like, I want to read all the fanfic (p. much exclusively Jax/Tara because I am nothing if not completely boring and predictable but I really wanna know moooooooooooore), but I have no one to talk with about it and the supply of fic is really small because I like boring things and like, idk. I mean, its not a fandom because I'm not all about it exactly and I don't really want to read meta and I'm only tempted to write fic, but hey. 's better than nothing