It makes you wonder

May 29, 2004 16:34

Ever had the feeling you were invited to do something simply cause they either felt sorry for ya or obligated? Well I have... I know that that is probably far from the truth but in some aspects of how the invite was extended and explained it kinda felt like that. Since this is a place to put thoughts to keys, i thought Id post that. I am not one to wish to feel catered too simply because. I want to be able to hang out with my friends without stipulations. I am for the most part, drama free. Everyone has their drama, its unavoidable, but to have it told to you that its ok for you to come along as long as you dont do this or that is very sadening and can make one feel unwanted.. I want to go and have fun when I go out with my friends. I dont want to have to feel like I have to mind my P's and Q's wherever I am. I am free spirited for the most part though I dont get out much. Like I said, this involves noone in particular as I got invites from several people to do things. The truth is I am not sure what to think. And if the people involved would talk to me honestly and openly about it , it would make me feel a lot better to know what really transpired. I dont want any posts on this list about it except feedback on what others might feel. this is just a rant I guess, always feel better to get it out of your system. Anyways, back to my slave job.

Me
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