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So i felt myself getting sick while at work on Saturday. I got off at 2:30 and went into a Nyquil coma most of the weekend. I was awake enough to do some laundry and have my dad and brother bring my moms old tv over. It wasn't the one I thought it would be but it is bigger so thats good. Only thing that sucks is there was some damage and so its kinda blury. Not a lot but as far as reading the guide when trying to find shows is kinda difficult. Oh well free tv is better then nothing. I feel a lot better today. Just a little stuffy but I think that I am a lot healthier this year then I was in the past. I am eating better and exercising more. Plus the e-Mergencies really work.
I am ready to be friends with the ex. I can tell myself anything but the true test will be actually hanging out. Obviously not alone I don't see that happening in the near future if ever but if he is partying with all of us on New Years then that should be fun. I definitely want to be friends with him. I miss just talking to the kid. I am also ready to find someone to date. I am ready for a boyfriend and dating Bryan that short time made me realize how lonely I am. I am happy with the rest of my life but I liked having a guy to cuddle up with and talk to and chill with. I just need to find someone my age or older I think. Someone who is ready.
The future is dark.
It is unknown.
Sometimes Scary.
But at the right time it will be so bright.
I am ready to be friends with the ex. I can tell myself anything but the true test will be actually hanging out. Obviously not alone I don't see that happening in the near future if ever but if he is partying with all of us on New Years then that should be fun. I definitely want to be friends with him. I miss just talking to the kid. I am also ready to find someone to date. I am ready for a boyfriend and dating Bryan that short time made me realize how lonely I am. I am happy with the rest of my life but I liked having a guy to cuddle up with and talk to and chill with. I just need to find someone my age or older I think. Someone who is ready.
The future is dark.
It is unknown.
Sometimes Scary.
But at the right time it will be so bright.