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[elcapitano03]

ugh
single again
im hurt
and confused
i dont think i did anything wrong
but i cant help but think i probably did something he didnt like
maybe its my weight
or maybe i dont make enough money
or maybe i am not pretty enough
i dono
the line "im just not fit to be in a relationship' keeps flashing in my head
we did have a talk last week or the week before
but i thought everything was ok
i told him not to worry that i was chill and we didnt need to rush
i think he pressured himself
i never asked to be his gf
i was content getting to know him
i hate being dumped over the phone
its lame
i think that things like this should happen in person
that way all questions can be answered
and all thoughts can be said
i was in shock because i did not see this coming
i still have so many questions that i dont think i will ever have answered
i know i am a good women
i know that i will get over this
i know i will find someone who appreciates me
and is ready
im just hurting right now
i need to ramble to get this outta my head