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there was a point a few years ago where i was struggling with trusting anything or anyone, including myself. of course it was all because of a worthless boy who in hindsight barely amounts to anything today. but that's a whole other story! anyway, at that point, an old friend told me that if i simply wanted the trust and faith to come back, it would. sounded too easy at the time. but now i'm finally at the point where i know exactly what he means.

growing up isn't always so bad.

(i'll still always be a 7 year old on the inside)